The strange week

You know when you have one of those strange weeks .. you kinda feel one thing then the next its something else, your mind seems to be going none stop about nothing in particular. Its been hard to settle down since the retreat, missing everyone is hard. Im struggling to routine myself again .. maybe its my way of telling myself to go with the flow, for far to long everything had to be a certain way and more and more I notice that I'm stressing less about it .. after all we only one life and why bother with the hard stuff.
I have scrapped this week but the layouts are for someone else , who was so happy when i gave them to her that it makes scrapping worth it.
I also changed Breannas school, a big risk but hopefully worth it , Ive seen some small changes of late so heres hoping that shes finding her way.
Im having alot of trouble with jacksons bowels again, so thank goodness he has a doc's app early next month so we can figure out whats going on.
Maddy and Ebony are going well, though they had a huge fight the other night .. all you could hear from there room was alot of banging and them with alot of red marks on them everywhere ... and lots of but she did it.
We've had some news about the " MF" case .. Michael received a letter from the prosecutor that stated his condition. There was alot of tears when the letter arrived, the feelings of annoyance and anger took over for awhile ... heres what it said ...
Cognitively he is not doing well. He is disoriented in time and place. He does not recall his time spent in hospital. He does recall some matters previous to the assault. He can talk and respond to conversation. He can walk.
He has some eyesight but has severe facial injury and brain injury. He will need care for the rest of his life.

Ok so that was from his doctor ... How confusing is that letter, one minute its saying his stuffed the next his walking and talking. Even the prosecutor is confused .. he said wait till he meets our doctor .. there is hope yet!
Its frustrating and I think the worst part is the ups and downs that we have .. its tough sometimes .. We both just want it over and done with. Anyway .. no point dwelling on something you cant do anything about hey !
Ok I better head off to bed its getting late.
Don't forget to always look on the bright side of life .. be yourself .. stay away from selfish and negative people and never lower yourself to there level. Have pity for them, they live there life for themselves and in the end you'll find that you never really meant anything to them, you are worth more than that.
Love Trace
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